Words of Hope: The Full Amor of God

One of the passages of Scripture Dad and I memorized is Ephesians 6:10-18. Verse 12 says, “For our struggle is not against flesh and blood but against rulers, against powers, against the world forces of darkness, against the spiritual...

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Words of Hope: Detachment

One of the essential life lessons Dad helped me with is the idea of detachment. I am very passionate and opinionated, so the lessons of detachment take me time. Dad worked to empty himself of anything that took the...

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Words of Hope: Generosity

My dad grew up extremely poor. He often told stories of the paper route he had when he was age nine. He told us often that some of the wealthiest houses on his route rarely tipped, but one house,...

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Words of Hope: A Loving Dad

A few days after Dad died, my friend sent me a loving text and ended with: You won the "Dad of the century" award. He was an exceptional dad, I agree, and he did a few things incredibly well.   Dad...

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Words of Hope: The God of Hope

Several people reached out to me after the Words of Hope in which I shared not being able to hear Dad’s voice on the voice message I saved. I wanted to follow up on that story. My brother said...

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Words of Hope: The Discipline of Prayer

Dad died two months ago. It feels like it just happened and conversely that it happened long ago. Dad’s 12 year battle with cancer carried so many thoughts and questions about when his time would be up. It became...

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Words of Hope: Grief

Hope, Dad’s dog knew he was dying. She lay by his bed and would rest her head on his arm. When my dad passed away, we knew that my mom could not keep her because she was too strong...

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Words of Hope: Letters of Love

I opened Dad’s desk recently and found hundreds of random note cards. Some were covered in images of nature; others were blank white cards or cards printed with words like thank you or I love you. Opening this drawer...

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Words of Hope: The Lord’s Prayer

Dad loved the Lord’s Prayer, and it was one of his favorite ways to pray. Here is how time with Dad praying the Lord’s Prayer together would go.Our Father (I am not an only child! God, you are Father...

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Words of Hope: RPE4FJC

My brother Jay created RPE (one of my dad’s favorite slogans, which stands for Relentless Pursuit of Excellence) and FJC—my dad’s initials Fredric James Crowell. RPE4FJC means that I commit to living intentionally in a spirit of excellence each...

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